Half finished thoughts

I find the hardest part about my seperation is the children. A frenzy of emotions run through me when I think about it.  How will I provide for my children alone?  How will I make an impact on thier life if I'm not the one going to family events with thier mother?  Will they resent me for what has happened?  I ask myself so many questions, some I know the answer too, most I don't.  I am scared everyday that I am losing my kids, I worry every day about how they are doing, I cry every night when I know someone else is tucking them in.  All I can do is move forward, trust my judgement and beleive that I will be a good father,